| I could say that everything is fine, which it is. I can't really complain about how things are going. School's going great. I've met some good people in the process and maybe a little smitten over one of them. Work is going great. I love my job. What more can I say about that? Aside from the 4AM mornings, I love it.
The one thing that's been bothering me is my writing. People tell me, "Don't give up on it," "Keep doing it." It's a lot easier to say stuff like that than actually doing it. I have this crap rambling through my head, but I can't get anything out. I replay the numerous stories I have planned to get out of my head some day, but it's the words that get me. I can play them in my head, but if you asked me to write it, there would be a problem. I've tried reading the genre I like to write and watching the movies that fall into my genre. They do fuel the storyline, but it still doesn't help with the written part. I know it'll come out eventually, but I have no idea when.
Wow, there were a lot of buts in that last paragraph and come to think of it, I'm making excuses. I don't have time to write. I'm too tired to write. I can't think of how to write what I want. It's all bullshit. I just need to get my thoughts straight and just do it. |